my mind on 17.05.10

how many long
summer afternoons
have I lusted after you
the gore the guts
your blood my wine

your sweet lies a smile across my face

calling our twisted lives one
your my panacea and I wish you death

how I long

to see your effigy
amongst tangerine skies
irradiated with my buring lust
burning your life
ash and carbon
only to grow a new
I wanna be me by being you

watching you as days pass
voyeuristic heaven
I see your insides
and gasp in lust
dirtier than you appear to be
I lust after you even more
for you I shall shed blood
watching you I feel numb

your the sultry face
of million twisted souls
your beguiling bewitching voice
your illuminatingly obscure face

feeding the appetites
of the tenebrous mass
your janus - peace and distress
lusting to have you to kill me

I lust after
your putrid lips
I can't resist
embrace me
and let ur skin entwine
my soft skin
our rotting body
needing to be with u

let our flesh
entwine and merge
let us lay here
on our bed of maggots
whisper close and bemuse me
with your saccharine words
and move closer too me
I yearn to be with you to find me

I know u more
and know u lesser still
lusting after u
spellbound by you scent
I follow your calls
to gorge out hopeful eyes
peering at you
ensnared by you i look for me