my mind on 300111

I'm a hermit crab,
in a sea of faceless shrimp,
drifting away in directionless wander,
but now i come to rest by ur glow,
with vague dreams and ur essence,
i build my castle of mist on alien sands,

we kept hope and love alive,
ur words like bellows,
breathing the breath if life,
on dying embers,
of by gone values and misty dreams,
gently lighting up my castle of mist.

in this stygian sea my castle glows,
illuminating my realm,
with hope and magic,
but when u leave,
it shall dissipate,
leaving behind a disillusioned hermit crab.

on this day - 260111

my yin and yang,
slips out of harmony,
spinning in the turbulent rage,
my soul unleashed on itself,
i feel my inside tear into a billion pieces,
and my face means nothing anymore,
i feel lost,
heading out to my destruction,
like a paper boat,
smashing against the rapids,
but just before,
u emerge,
the fires of rage and chaos,
illuminating your outline,
in bronze and gold,
you are Mars,
you are Venus,
you pull me out of my depths,
and restore balance,
like goddess Athena,
you fought my demons,
and restored harmony,
and i finally hear the songbird's tune.

....... :) <3