i have tests . . . :-(

Tomorrow my tests are starting and i haven't started studying! Maybe thats the reason for my miserable performance . . . oh well i am gonna start - really i am!!!

but
its hard to study when your heart is broken into a billion pieces or maybe its seven . . . anyways i wrote this poem and i hope u understand what i am going through (actually the note at the end of the poem will give you your answers).

I dream about blood
not u.
dying solo is not fun.
i need u to bleed with me.
u and me,
in your darkness,
we loath it all, each other.
time knows no end,
not so of misery.

Written for the only one i ever loved, my computer.
I hope to take this bitch to hell and she does too . . . I LOVE U PC :)